Friday, January 30, 2009

When the moon fell in love with the sun

Okay fuck fuck fuck fuck FUCK.

The doctor said I'm showing symptoms of anorexia again. WTF. I just got over it a few years ago and now I'm showing signs of it. Probably because my weight suddenly dropped to 38.7kg (I have no idea why?!) and I've not been eating. I seriously have no appetite!

SO HOW TO EAT?!

So now, my doctor said he's giving me 2 weeks to pile on back the weight to my usual weight, 42kg. If not, I'll have to go for therapy again. WHAT!!!!!! I hate therapy! I HATEEEEE IT TO THE MAX. :(

Oh, btw, I am very happy today! Before I went to the doc, of course. :D First, during F&N, we have our very own notebooks (aka laptops) assigned to us! ^^ Second, I got the highest in class for EL compo (with Lynny)! Third, OKAY THIS IS REALLY PERSONAL, ONLY JENNY AND LYNNY AND NAJ AND SEVERAL OTHER PEOPLE KNOWS ABOUT THIS.

I'm like, seriously really happy today! :D

Tomorrow meeting Jenny in the early morning to eat breakfast at Macs together and then go to school to do class noticeboard while she has her maths remedial and then Kokky said he'll treat me to Pizzahut for lunch and then I'll have to rush home for maths tuition, and then some of my mother's friends will be coming over to celebrate CNY, so MORE ANGBAOS FOR ME! :D Sunday might be going out with Max? Not sure ay.

Then I'll be leaving for Australia, Perth next Saturday! :D

Though I have quite a lot of tests coming up next week. Maths, SS, Lit, CL. SUCK ASS MAN. So many subjects to study! :(

But I can't wait!!! To be away from school for 1 whole week will be awesome, though I'll miss my friends. :B Oh yeah, and today, someone ____ me, IT WAS SO SUDDEN... HAHA.

Nights y'all! <3

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