Darkness seeps into your skin

Hahaha.

I am so 'maniacally' amused.

You know, saying that I don't deserve to be top for EL; that's a foolish thing to say. It is an achievement, it is MY achievement, and I don't need anyone to come up to me, say that my EL is horrendous, and then claim that I DON'T DESERVE TO BE TOP.

Reason being that I use Singlish all the time and on my blog, my EL is so "Singaporean-ish".

WELL. I am sorry that even though I do not bother to speak well at all, it does not affect my EL and I still can get top. I am sorry that I CAN'T BE BOTHER TO PORTRAY ANY PROFESSIONAL SIDE OF ME AT ALL, YET I CAN STILL BE TOP.

It's not just luck that I managed to get top. Granted, I didn't study and I didn't bother to revise EL for my exams. Does this imply that I do not deserve to be top? Is it MY fault that I have a NATURAL flair for EL? Is it MY fault that there are other people who are just one or two marks below my marks? I WAS NOT LUCKY; this is just merely called THE FRUITS OF ONE'S HARD WORK.

I read everyday, and I look up words everyday. THAT IS SIMPLY HOW MY ENGLISH BECAME, NOT EXCELLENT, BUT AVERAGE. Average. I am not satisfied with my standard for EL, and I know that there are people who are BETTER in EL than me. But somehow, I managed to do better than them and got... top. :)

And what do you mean by my blog is so "Singaporean-ish"? Are you being discriminatory against Singaporeans? Are you trying to imply that Singaporeans' EL are horrendous?

Omg, I am trying not to be uncouth but you know what? GO SUCK A WEENIE. And if you're so unhappy with me topping, WHY DON'T YOU TRY TO TOP THIS YEAR? Coveting for my award so much eh. And talking a load of bullshit. Tsk. Uncivilised barbarian.