I am a child, I refuse time

Edit:

My personal msg on MSN was "I showed you my heart. Then you showed me your door."
Shortly after, Wenkai's personal msg changed to "i showed you my lungs. then you showed me your hair"

HAHAHAHAHHAHA.

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I have about 40 more minutes to go till tuition, so short post!

I am super depressed, I swear. :( I thought I was like, (___), but I guess I wasn't. And now everytime I (_____), my heart feels like it's sinking and tearing, bit by bit. It's like this short, sharp pain right in your chest and it spreads to your entire body and it's difficult to walk, much less focus on more important stuffs.

Now I can't wait for Saturday to come, cus I'll be leaving for Australia. One week away from Singapore, away from the source of all my troubles. How I wish I could stay in Australia forever and never return. Even if that is the easy way out (and cowardly way), but a girl can only tolerate so much. Right?

BTW MY FLIGHT IS AT 9AM. IF ANY OF YOU GUYS WANTS TO MEET ME FOR THE VERY LAST TIME (till the next week HAHA) THEN SEND ME OFF OKIE. WAKE UP A BIT EARLIER ON SATURDAY ONLY. :(

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Had bowling for enrichment today. I could have left earlier but I left my bag and books in 304. Had to wait for 304 people to come back. It feels rather surreal that I'm already in secondary THREE. Not soon before long, I'll be graduating and then working and then married to Alex Evans.

Am really depressed now. T___T

Oh yeah I have SS, Physics, Chem and MT tests next week. So I either have to complete all of them by this week or the week after next week. So annoying.

Shall go cut myself now.

Bye!