Webspun lies

Oh okay please don't stare at my fat thighs too much. Evidence that I am super caring. I look after my cousins all the time! :D There was this one instance I took Maya out to do a spot of shopping [for both of us] and then this auntie went up to me and asked if I am her mother -________-

Anyway, supposed to go out today but some family problems cropped up again. :/ The whole family [my mom's side] was totally estranged. Sigh, let's just say everybody ended up in tears while I was mainly just numbed by all the emotions and it was, in short, an emotional day for all... in a negative way, no less.

I mean, how many times can you give someone, who is blood related to you, a chance? What's the point of giving chances when that someone won't even repent? It'll just be one disappointment after another, each one worst than the other. He can never change.

So anyway, the problem is now just about wrapped up and how am I affected? Hmmm, get this: no allowance for a month! I'm not supposed to say why, for my family's privacy's sake. So, wow, I won't have any money to eat during school and after school. Might as well just starve to death and just eat only dinner. 1 meal per day, geeee.

I'm fucking pissed, because now that this relative of mine has gone and commit this stupid thing, the whole family's reputation is ruined and everyone has this 'tainted' image of us. What the fuck, screw this whole generalization shit.

Oh, and to add on, I'm still sick yet I can't go to any doctor because... ? No money. Hahaha how fucking awesome is that? :D :D :D :D :D