Tainted

Okay so it was the first day of school day and it started off with a spot check that had me laughing uncontrollably because Ms Tan said, in her exact words, "Your earrings are not accurate." Hahaha, so hilarious (well it is to me) :B

And now I'm so tired because lessons ended at 3pm and I slept late ystd because I was rushing all my holiday assignments... slept late and thus, overslept -___- Tsk had to rush again and I am so tired of rushing I am so tired of the hectic pace of life and I seriously wish everything would just slow down and things go smoothly for me for once.

It's like, everyday, life throws more and more burdens at me and it accumulates to one massive burden that I have to trudge to and fro daily... it gets sickening and on some days, you just want to give up and just rid yourself of all these... baggage? Idk how to describe it but yeah hopefully you guys will catch the gist of it.

Judge me if you want, but keep the verdict to yourself. I don't want to know, because you're a stranger to my life, you don't know anything, and we all know that first impressions are important but not necessarily true. You really don't know anything, so just shut up till you know me better... then you'll have the right to judge me and the right to criticize me. But for now, stop looking at me with those beady eyes of yours.

Ah I'm tired of feeling sad, of feeling bad, of feeling judged, of feeling misjudged, of feeling lied to, of feeling lost, of feeling disappointment, of feeling everything. Right now, I rather just feel nothing at all. It's better, it's easier.