What a feeling

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Currently rushing all my holiday assignments and dying. I have bushy hair. :)
Urgh am drowning, seriously, I should STOP doing my homework at the very last minute... very bad habit that I have. Oh well.

Shall wake up at 5am tomorrow and complete the rest of the homework. Sigh my life is so glamorous.

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I'm off to do my holiday assignments in a bit. :/ Ah it's already March 22, it's going to be April soon. I can't get over how fast time seems to pass by, it's like... wow. I am quite overwhelmed by it all. Has it ever occurred to you that the older you get, the faster time seem to pass? :/ Cus it seems to be the case for me and it is scary cus I don't want to.... how do I describe it? I don't want to experience more hurt and pain, I don't want to meet new people and I don't want to graduate and adapt to a new school environment and find a group of friends cus I suck at socializing... sigh :(

Today I was reading the newspaper and then I saw the obituary... somehow, at that moment of time, I desperately wanted to die. It's just scary.... you never know if the next second you'll just collapse and die. Ok I don't know why I'm feeling so paranoid now ha ha ha.

I've been watching your world from afar, I've been trying to be where you are, and I've been secretly falling apart, unseen... to me, you're strange and you're beautiful, you'd be so perfect with me but you just can't see, you turn every head.... but you don't see me.