Friday, October 31, 2008

Personality test

I am bored. :l
Quiz here: http://www.handwritingwizard.com/analysis.php

Weiling is moderately outgoing. Her emotions are stirred by sympathy and heart rendering stories. In fact, she can be kind, friendly, affectionate and considerate of others. She has the ability to put herself into the other person's shoes.

Weiling will be somewhat moody, with highs and lows. Sometimes she will be happy, the next day she might be sad. She has the unique ability to get along equally well with what psychology calls introverts and extroverts. This is because she is in between. Psychology calls Weiling an ambivert. She understands the needs of both types. Although they get along, she will not tolerate anyone that is too "far out." She doesn't sway too far one way or the other.

When convincing her to buy a product or an idea, a heart rendering story could mean a great deal to her. She puts herself in the same situation as the person in the story, yet she will not buy anything that seems overly impractical or illogical. Weiling is an expressive person. She outwardly shows her emotions. She may even show traces of tears when hearing a sad story.

Weiling is a "middle-of-the-roader," politically as well as logically. She weighs both sides of an issue, sits on the fence, and then will decide when she finally has to. She basically doesn't relate to any far out ideas and usually won't go to the extreme on any issue.

People that write their letters in an average height and average size are moderate in their ability to interact socially. According to the data input, Weiling doesn't write too large or too small, indicating a balanced ability to be social and interact with others.

Weiling will demand respect and will expect others to treat her with honor and dignity. Weiling believes in her ideas and will expect other people to also respect them. She has a lot of pride.

Weiling will be candid and direct when expressing her opinion. She will tell them what she thinks if they ask for it, whether they like it or not. So, if they don't really want her opinion, don't ask for it!

In reference to Weiling's mental abilities, she has a very investigating and creating mind. She investigates projects rapidly because she is curious about many things. She gets involved in many projects that seem good at the beginning, but she soon must slow down and look at all the angles. She probably gets too many things going at once. When Weiling slows down, then she becomes more creative than before. Since it takes time to be creative, she must slow down to do it. She then decides what projects she has time to finish. Thus she finishes at a slower pace than when she started the project.

She has the best of two kinds of minds. One is the quick investigating mind. The other is the creative mind. Her mind thinks quick and rapidly in the investigative mode. She can learn quicker, investigate more, and think faster. Weiling can then switch into her low gear. When she is in the slower mode, she can be creative, remember longer and stack facts in a logical manner. She is more logical this way and can climb mental mountains with a much better grip.

Weiling is a practical person whose goals are planned, practical, and down to earth. This is typical of people with normal healthy self-esteem. She needs to visualize the end of a project before she starts. she finds joy in anticipation and planning. Notice that I said she plans everything she is going to do, that doesn't necessarily mean things go as planned. Weiling basically feels good about herself. She has a positive self-esteem which contributes to her success. She feels she has the ability to achieve anything she sets her mind to. However, she sets her goals using practicality-- not too "out of reach". She has enough self-confidence to leave a bad situation, yet, she will not take great risks, as they relate to her goals. A good esteem is one key to a happy life. Although there is room for improvement in the confidence catagery, her self-perception is better than average.

Weiling is sarcastic. This is a defense mechanism designed to protect her ego when she feels hurt. She pokes people harder than she gets poked. These sarcastic remarks can be very funny. They can also be harsh, bitter, and caustic at the same time.

Something is incomplete in Weiling's life. She feels frustration relating to her physical needs and desires. Somewhere in her life there is some disappointment, non-fulfillment, and interruption. This is very likely to relate to Weiling's sexual needs.

For a graphologist, the spacing on the page reflects the writer's attitude toward their own world and relationship to things in his or her own space. If the inputted data was correct Weiling has no white space or margins on a typical sheet of paper. Weiling fills up every last inch on the top, right, left, and bottom. Hmmm. If this is true, then Weiling has a very aggressive personality toward others and quite frankly lacks a bit of respect for the space and property of other people. I would be surprised if Weiling just comes into someone's home and helps herself to a drink in the refrigerator. This can be both an obnoxious personality trait and it can be assertive and effective in getting what you want. There isn't much fear of getting in trouble here, Weiling finds plenty of reasons to break the rules and get in trouble. (Okay, perhaps when she was younger, not anymore?) Basically, people with no margins are a handful.

So what do you think? :)

Thursday, October 30, 2008

Happy 14th, Carolyn

I shall start today's post with a very wise quote from Huishan. :)

you are someone else says (8:40 PM):
Love is patient. Love is kind. Love means slowly losing your mind. HAHAHAHAHA.

And then another from her history teacher:

you are someone else says (9:03 PM):
OH YOU KNOW DID I TELL YOU WHAT MY HISTORY TEACHER SAID.
WEILING says (9:03 PM):
you are very smart?
you are someone else says (9:04 PM):
She was like: There was once I went to oversee some UG stuff. This girl she said "yes sir" to me and I was like "Am I a sir or a madam?" and that girl was like "Madam, sir."

Anyway ...



Carolyn is 14 turning to 4. :)

Wednesday, October 29, 2008

If you love me, won't you let me know

Warning: This post might just leave you puking all over the place and render you blind. Do not view unless you have a strong stomach and eyes. :)

I was digging through all my pictures and found some really fugly (hell, even this is an understatement) pictures of myself.
When I was in primary school, nonetheless.
And for entertainment sake, shall post them up :B See the transformation for yourself!

Whats up with that smile manzxszxs?!

Whats with the center parting?!

My hair ... -_________-

I look like such a slut!

WHATS UP WITH MY FRINGE?!?!?!?!

MY SMILE!!!

WHAT AM I WEARING?!?!?!?!??!!?!?!?!?!

WHAT AM I WEARING AND WHATS WITH MY HAIR?!?!?!?!?!?!

What.The.Fuck.Am.I.WEARING?!?!?!?!
On the other hand, Maya looks so adorable there. :)

Seriously. What was I thinking?
Looking at my legs though ... I think I've slimmed down (okay, maybe not. My jeans were all too big for me at that time).

Well. I've certainly become much, much better-looking (I'm not saying I'm pretty!) and I'm so glad for that. No wonder I was not very well-liked during primary school. :( My ugliness scared all of them away ~ T-T

Went out with Carolyn, Najeera & Nora today to watch [of all movies] HSM3. -___-
It was ... alright, I guess. But it's so goddamn mushy. Urgh, I was half-laughing, half-grimacing all the way cus of the mushiness. Urghhhhh.

Tuesday, October 28, 2008

Photographyyyyyyy <3

I want a photography partner damn badly :(
Cus its not fun going to places alone.
Too bad for me that no one I know is interested in photography -.-
I want to go to these places:
  1. MacKenzie Road dilapidated shophouses
  2. Blair Plains
  3. Kampong Glam; Old Malay Cemetery
  4. Woodlands Road; Old Chinese Cemetery
  5. Masjid Omar Salmah
  6. Matilda's House
  7. Hyderabad Road
Just for the sake of photography but no one wants to go cus they say its very boring. Alamak. Nevermind. Shall go by myself once I find the guts.

Haven't been going out cus I'm too lazy (-.-) to wake up early and stuffs, hahaha. :B
Not going to blog very often.

Bye :)

Monday, October 27, 2008

:/

I hate liars.

Sunday, October 26, 2008

Pause


I am sadddddddd :(

I am very filial so I went to Redhill today to visit my ahma alone and had lunch with her.
Sometimes I wish my Chinese was better so I can communicate with my ahma better but my Chinese is even worse than Maya and I know that cus I was reading her K1 chinese textbooks and I couldn't read like half of the whole thing and its K1 okay, K1, which shows how noob I am at Chinese.

On a random note:



Albert's dream job is to be a manwhore.

Anyway, my lingx-@hotmail.com account was hacked into, so I set up another one, and I love the theme that I've downloaded.



SO CUTEEEEEEEEEE! :D There are many other colour options too heheehehe 8)
Maggie, see, I put you first ;)



Even my Hotmail is not spared 8D

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The worst part about not being told the truth is knowing that you aren't worth the truth.

I tried to move on, I tried to forget, I tried to hate. I really did. I tried to tell myself that you don't want me and I can't have you anymore. I tried so hard, but how can you let go of the only person who makes you happy? The only person who makes you feel alive? The only reason you're still here?
You can't just let go of someone like that.


(EDITED)

HAHHAHAHHAHAHHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!



Someone give me the Best Impersonation of a Twit award already!

I love Photoshop

I've been very bored lately so I've been fiddling around with Photoshop.



I like this one the best :D



The "pathway" is VERY distorted, but first time first time. Shall do better next time. ;)

Bye! :D

Saturday, October 25, 2008

New email

Hello guys!
My original hotmail account has been hacked into, so please ignore whatever messages you recieve from it [definitely not me!] and readd me at:

w-eiling@hotmail.com

I would add all of you back myself, but I've already lost all of my contacts!
Sorry for the inconvenience, and thankyou! :D

Friday, October 24, 2008

Going twit for the night

(Note: I'm just bored, I'm not like that at all and I'm just purposely posing like that! And typing like that. I'm not so disgusting okay.)

haiixs rreaders ~~ ;DD
tuuhdayqs verris b0riinqqs ;(( n0 0nees ddates miiexs 0utts . whyyes ?. euus alls duunch lurbbs miiexs ?. ;'((( cees ! iies cryiinq liia00s !! T-T s0bs s0bs .

s0s . tuuh reliiefs miiexs b0red0ms ,, iies iish takiinqq sexayye peekstures 0ffs miiexsellfs !~ ;DD teehees .




00hs miiexs gawwds lahrrs . whyyes iies s0 prettixs siials ?. [[; euus readders . dunnchs biiexs jeel0ous 0ffs miiexs w0rkkayys ?. teehees !! ;DD

actiinqqs em00s iish s0 hawtts ! x33
whyyes ahrrs ?



hmms ... lettx miies thiinks ...

0hhs miiexs dearrs . iies ars0 dunnch n00es whyyes actiinqq em00s iish k00ls . iies juus c0piiex miies fweens . ehs , iie issh n0rts a c0piieme0ws 0kehs ! rawhrs >;[ iies muss f0ll0ws dhees trrennds marhhs !! wadds tuuhs d00s ?

aiiyahhs . iies g0ttas g00s alrrs . ;(( g0rrts briieffiinqqs campps tuumarrahs . DD; siians ahhrrs ~ whyyes iies ch00seens siials ? muss c0s iies t00s cllevers . teehees !

0hhs , && biiferrs iies g0es ...



iies luuvs euus guuqqs ~ !! ;DDD

muuacks !! x3
l0tssa luuvs , xiia0liinqqs x33 ` _

Thursday, October 23, 2008

Sporadic

I have all these feelings, these weird feelings, and I've this ... burning desire to express them. But I can't. I just can't. It's like, the words are trapped inside me, my heart, and I can't release them out and they're burdening me.

Short update

Have to rush off soon for my jog ... apparently, I'm becoming "flabbier", so my parents are making me go exercise to keep off the flabs! Mmmm.

Got back my report book today :) My overall results:

EL - 77, A1
MT - 52, C6
Maths - 53, C6 [urgh, have to get a tutor]
Science - 72, A2
Geog - 74, A2
Hist - 75, A1
Lit - 78, A1
D&T - 61, B4
Home Econs - 73, A2
Art - 56, C5

Total - 671/1000 [67.1%]
Class Position - 6/38
Level Position - 26/100+

Shan't bother with comments.
Generally, I'm quite pleased with my 6As [3 A1s, 3 A2s] and that my overall increased from last year. :) Its only a B3, but I'm working to get an A. At least I'm quite consistent. Jingting is 13th [I think] in level and her % is 69% and I'm 26th, and 67% so the competition this year is very close.

However, I need to buck up on my Maths. :) The only subject that I care about that I'm grappling with. I need a female private tutor :/ No males please, I am very scared of males, esp male strangers.

I'm quite sad though. Not because it's the last day of school, but because no one really congratulated me for my results. I know they're not so great, but still. A teeny weeny bit of support won't hurt right? People keep on telling me, "Sec 2 niah, so easy, I also can get this kind of results. Sec 3 you die liao," or "Hello, this is not even Os, so haolian for what?" or "HAHA I DID BETTER THAN YOU HAHAHAHAHA SUCKER."

I also hate it that everyone [okay, almost] are boasting about their parents rewarding them for their results. I never get any. People get $100, $200, one even got $700, but I get nothing at all. Yes, I should get good results for myself. Not because I want something out of it. But I'm so envious, other people get such rewards while I get nothing and everytime I think about it, my eyes starts getting watery.

I have no idea why I'm so emotional lately. Everything gets to me. Like, really gets to me. I get annoyed by everything and anything. Annoyed or disappointed or hurt or pained or pleased or angered. :| And its not even my period yet.

Gehhhhhhhh, whatever. My feelings are not important and I shouldn't burden others with my problems.

Bye :D

Wednesday, October 22, 2008

Sculpture Walk

Immature idiots that think they know everything about love, when they don't.

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Pictures for today's Sculpture Walk. :)
Lazy to blog properly, shall just dump photos.

In the bus [both going to and coming back]:







Omg, the right side of my face totally disappeared. HAHAHA.

And let me present to you ...

*drumroll pleaseeeeee

xiiaosliingqqs && xiia0sjennz x33 ` _







We were copying this girl in our school. She's totally infamous. :D
And I make a totally good ahlian c:
And Jennifer zaogeng-ed in the last picture, HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.





And now, pictures from the tour (or walk) itself:















Heh, this sculpture is so cool. From far, it looks normal. But when you get nearer to it, it looks flat ... like it's a painting or something.







Supposed to walk around that fountain thingy 3 times and wish for something. Apparently it'll come true. :/



I didn't wish for anything, don't believe in these kind of things. I was just enjoying touching the cold water. 8)



I like this picture if it wasn't so ... off? Like not proportionate. :( Cus I was being jostled by the crowd. Pah, excuses excuses.



I look very ugly cus the wind was blowing my hair all over the place ... tsk.

Took a few more pictures [lazy to upload] and then left for school. :)
Okay, I'm tired. Off to read my manga [just started on this one called 'Good Morning Call', its really good, and Albert is apparently reading 'Absolute Boyfriend', and that manga is the sex w0rkayzxszxsz].

I won't be online much these days.

Tomorrow is the last day of school. Mmm. Melange of joy and sadness. Isn't that so cliche?