It feels like so long ago, since the last time we have just sat and had a good, simple, friendly conversation. That's what I miss - I miss your friendship. I miss being able to depend on you for support, I miss your advice; I miss your shoulder to cry on every time life let me down. Now I rely on myself. I'm stronger now, yet I am still so weak. I am happy, free, independent; yet I am still so sad, vulnerable and uneasy.

Last day of school + Carolyn's birthday today (heh you're halfway to 30)!
Took our yearbook and report book; dismissed at 10am. Went to Cold Storage with Jen to buy whipped cream + rainbow sprinkles and we quickly decorated the vanilla cake we baked for Carolyn and rushed to her house and we reached at like 12.30 if I am not wrong.

Upon reaching there, realized that more people were invited - Wenqi, Simin, Priscilla, Rongchang, Wenkai and Xiangyew. Initially it was quite awkward but settled down after a while. :)

Heh and Carolyn's mom had fake hair extensions and Jen tried them out...

GORGEOUS!

Carolyn ordered pizzas for everyone, and it arrived at around 1pm and we ate...



Jingting looks so different with her hair down! I was totally not used to it. Actually I am still not used to it. :x







After eating, talked for a while. Then Jolene left to meet her friend, and I retreated to Carolyn's room with Jen and Juexin. Priscilla left shortly after.


Carolyn, Wenkai and Jingting making waterbombs. -_- The second round (they played once before Jen, JX, Jolene and I came). I didn't want to get wet so I went back to Carolyn's room and could hear them screaming and shouting while I was in the room. Heh.









SLACKERS.

Got bored, so I went out to see how the three small kids were doing outside and...



They were all drenched, and the whole area outside Carolyn's house was totally flooded.


Jen playing a song for JX.

Then I noticed SCOOTERS outside so I started playing 8)




(My ass looks huge but it's because I'm tilting to one side!!!)

Went back inside to rest, and flipped through this Pokemon guide book. And there is a list of all the Pokemons, and when we saw this one, we all said in unison, "JENNIFER!!!"

Why? Because the mouth just as big as hers. And also just as loud. :D

And then Jolene came back after meeting her friend, so we begun the cake-cutting ceremony (so formal)!!!

The cake. IT'S SO COLOURFUL, I like. :>


Carolyn looking quite murderous.






After eating, Jen and JT had to leave, so we took GROUP PHOTOS


Carolyn's mom is above me!





Wahlau my face.... -_-




AND I PRESENT THE BEST PICTURE OF THE DAY....

Jennifer trying to execute a sexy pose (albeit a failed one)!! HAHAHA.

Then they all left.
So left Juexin, Jolene and me. We left at 6pm. And tadah here I am blogging :)
Videos up tomorrow!

(PS: All the pictures will be up on FB tmr. It is screwing up on me today... T_T)

Waiting for pictures to be uploaded.... so meanwhile I shall rant.

First of all, I was polite enough to say goodbye to you when you left the house, so don't tell me to "shut up" when I was singing The Beatles - I want to hold your hand and tell me that I am "very noisy" with such an angry face. It is a fucking birthday party; you expect me to shut up and keep to myself? A birthday party is supposed to be happy and fun and full of singing and laughing and jokes, not a morose event.

Actually, you do have the right to be pissed off because I admit that we were rather rude to you. However, I did not show you an attitude of any kind. Instead, I was welcoming and I made small talk with you. I admit that my singing sucks, but it's not like yours is fucking perfect. So please, don't be rude to me without reason.

Secondly, I am disappointed that I didn't maintain my standard and dropped from the first in class to the fourth in class. I jokingly said to the top 3 that I didn't like them. Of course I didn't mean it - I was smiling when saying it, how the fuck can it be serious? I'm not jealous, just very disappointed with myself. Anyway, congratulations to Zhigao for being first, Peirong for being second and Insyirah for being third. They worked hard and they are deserving of their positions.

Thirdly, I am a very opinionated person. I am not afraid to express my opinions and thoughts on/about things, and if I am not happy with you, I will voice it out. Is there something wrong with being fucking honest? You people claim that you hate liars, but when I speak the fucking truth, you guys hate me for it. What the fuck is wrong with you? Make up your fucking mind - do you want sweetened lies or the harsh truth?

(On a sidenote, I really like what Jennifer posted in her Tumblr.

"It’s really sad how people are forced to be silent because of fear. We fear the bullies, we fear the retorts, we fear the hatred, we fear everything but we don’t fear silence. Silence is much scarier than that.

Speak up. We have voices."

Exactly. I absolutely refuse to be silenced by fear.)

And lastly, I am a dramatic person and I tend to talk too loud and exaggerate too much. That's how I am, so please don't tell me to change. I keep quiet in class, but during recess, I'm with friends and I'll shout - I'm just having fun so can you just let me have my fun? What, you've never laughed out a little too loud when you're with your friends? If yes, then your life must be pretty sad.

Let me repeat once again:

I am a lovely person. I just choose not to share it with you. :)

:D:D:D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CAROLYN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!



(PS: Pardon our off-tune singing. Laughing like mad.)
(PSS: Pardon my ugly face too, I was sweating like a pig.)

Pictures!!

Tumblr Unbirthday Party:









Science Centre Trip:



Mrs Walcott waving at the background! Haha.






You like our mustaches?


Carolyn drawing on Nam's wrists...


TADAH she now has robotic wrists. HAHA.






Shiok :)



How I will look like when I'm an adult...


and as an old ahma! HAHAHAHA. Why so tanned?!

Alicia's house:






And today, at my house:






The bracelet I "made" for Juexin :P:P:P



I'm done!! :D