an overflow of words

It feels like so long ago, since the last time we have just sat and had a good, simple, friendly conversation. That's what I miss - I miss your friendship. I miss being able to depend on you for support, I miss your advice; I miss your shoulder to cry on every time life let me down. Now I rely on myself. I'm stronger now, yet I am still so weak. I am happy, free, independent; yet I am still so sad, vulnerable and uneasy.