Sigh

I rly want to be able to blog about whatever I want, but I can't. All I can say is, I am feeling sad. You're always not there when I need you the most. It's not enough to say you'll be there, you have to stick to your word and be there. You can't just fill people with all these empty promises, you're only ruining it for yourself. Can't you see that it's absolutely killing me? You're hurting me with your hollow words. Since when did you start lying like this? Why can't you just mean what you say, why don't you just say what you mean and forget about sugar-coating everything. I am tired. I am going to bed, and I shall try not to cry.

(Post not referring to Junhao.)

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

I screwed up :/ For the EL exam. But oh well, what's done is done! Not going to agonize over it. :) I've done my best and my EL is still awesome anyway (HAHA).

Went to KFC to have lunch with Jen and she came over to my house before leaving for tuition. I have maths remedial tmr, then maths tuition on Sunday. For the first time in my life, I'm working very hard for good grades and it sucks so bad :/ Grades do not determine one's intelligence, no? :/ Furthermore, I am, by nature, a lackadaisical person. Working so hard is such a big turn-off. -_-

Oh did I mention that instead of taking the exams in our respective classrooms, we have to take it in the hall?! So it's the whole level taking the exams together. It is so cool, it's like we're taking our Os. HAHA.

Off to study now heh byeeeeeeeee!

Love,

I won’t compose prose every morning you open your eyes next to me (I won’t compare you to a summer’s day).
I won’t kiss the tears from your cheeks whenever you cry.
I won’t remember every appointment.
I won’t keep the sheen on my armour.
I won’t know what to say sometimes.
I won’t get your order right.
I’ll be late.
I’ll fuck-up.

But I’ll write something for you when you least expect it (in summer or winter).
But I’ll hold you as tight as I can whenever I can.
But I’ll burst through the door as soon as I remember.
But I’ll polish it until it shines again.
But I’ll say something anyway.
But I’ll go back and make it right.
But I’ll get there.
But I’ll try not to.

8)

TOMORROW IS MY ENGLISH PAPER.
I am very excited. Can you tell? :D

I agree with what Carolyn said... why do everyone count down the days till exams but rarely do anyone count down the days till holidays?! I CAN'T WAIT FOR THE FUCKING HOLIDAYS! I will be flying to Taipei for a major shopping spree and then to Cambodia. 8)

Ahem.

I have a few pictures to upload but they're all in my camera and I cannot be fucked to transfer the pictures. I am lazy, can you tell? HAHA. So for now I shall flood you with pictures of my face heheheehehehe.



Chio not? :)

I have a pile of clothes lying on the rack. :/ Should be clearing them but my wardrobe has no more space and I have no more hangers. HAHA. Yet I'm still buying clothes like there's no tomorrow. -__-

Woo. Shall end off with a colourful picture of me (again).



Baibai chibais!