Thursday, October 2, 2008

We're all so much stronger than I ever thought possible


I just realized I miss my primary school days a lot.

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"Maybe some friendships aren’t meant to be saved. Maybe we’re meant to spend a certain part of our lives with certain people and then move on."

Why can't you just tell me the truth?
Why do you always have to lie?
It's like you don't even trust me anymore.
It's like you don't even care.

I need to pour out this expansive dose of words but I just can't explain. I need to be alone. I know the timing isn't great, but these things, you just can't plan. I just need a little time so I can find myself again because I get buried underneath all the things they think you are, and I'm too tired to pretend it doesn't hurt.

You can never find the right person if you can never let go of the wrong, but at the same time the moment you feel like letting go, you remember why you held on for so long. Sometimes you have to forget what you want and remember what you deserve ... but what do I deserve?

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