Saturday, November 8, 2008

Boom

OH MY.
OH MY OH MY OH MY OH MY OH MY!

CAN YOU SENSE MY FRUSTRATION? CAN YOU CAN YOU CAN YOU? ITS FUCKING OVERWHELMING! ITS FUCKING POURING OUT OF EVERY SINGLE FUCKING PORE IN MY BODY!

WHY DO PEOPLE KEEP ON CRITICIZING AND COMMENTING ON ME? DO I LOOK LIKE I'M A FUCKING GOD TO YOU? DO I LOOK LIKE PERFECTION? I AM NOT PERFECTION SO JUST LAY OFF THE INSULTS, WON'T YOU?

FINE. YES I AM FUCKING STUPID BECAUSE I CAN'T EVEN GET INTO A PURE SCIENCE CLASS. YES I AM FUCKING STUPID BECAUSE I CAN BARELY EVEN PASS MATHS + CHINESE. YES I AM FUCKING STUPID JUST BECAUSE.

I AM FUCKING UGLY WITH SHORT HAIR, FINE.
I AM FUCKING OVERCONFIDENT FOR SAYING I CAN HANDLE TRIPLE SCIENCE, FINE.
I AM FUCKING FOOLISH FOR BEING ABLE TO FEEL REMORSE, FINE.
I AM FUCKING RUDE SINCE I ALWAYS TALK BACK [TO PROTECT MYSELF], FINE.
I AM FUCKING EGOISTICAL SINCE I DON'T WANT TO EXERCISE, FINE.
I AM FUCKING AHLIAN BECAUSE I ACT LIKE ONE, FINE.

I CAN CONTINUE ON AND ON. WHY DO YOU PEOPLE LIKE TO INSULT ME SO MUCH? Fine! FIIIIIIIIIINE!

I'm a slut because I wear short shorts and show off my body too much. I'm bulimic because I eat as much as I want and don't gain weight. I'm a bitch because I don't let you push me around. I'm a liar and I don't trust you because I won't tell you everything. I'm stupid because sometimes I'm wrong. I'm ugly because my face/body isn't perfect. I'm a whore because I prefer boys over girls. I'm annoying because I'm not cool enough. I'm a loser because I'm not friends with your group. I use people because I do what's best for me. I'm fake because most of the time I'm happy. I'm weird because I'm not like you. I'm controlling and short tempered because I get mad. I'm clingy because I like being around people. I'm greedy because I like to be satisfied. I'm naive because I'm younger than you. I'm conceited because I'm proud of who I am. I'm rude because my manners aren't perfect. I'm unappreciative because I don't praise you.

Don't tell me who I am ...

because I already know.

So lay off, lay off the insults. Cut me some slack - I'm not perfection, neither are you.

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