Sorry

I can't take this any longer, there's no more time for lies. I don't want you to lie to me, lie to yourself, anymore. If you can't love me anymore, then please give up on me instead of trying to hold on. Perseverance is good, but persevering at a hopeless situation is, well, hopeless. Don't do this to yourself anymore. I can't stand your tears. I know you cry, I know you've been crying, and I can't bear the thought of it. I don't want to be the reason behind your sadness, never wanted to be. It has been close to two years now, isn't it enough time for you to move on with your life? Why do you still linger on? It's useless, I'm sorry. I just don't, can't, won't love you anymore. And I know you're feeling the same, but you just keep denying it and say that it's such a waste. You know what's such a waste? You clinging on. You're wonderful, you're amazing, but you're just not for me. I'm just not for you. I've let go of you, you should do the same.

I don't know why they call it heartbreak. It feels like every part of my body is broken too.