Catastrophic

"All your life, you are told the things you cannot do. All your life, they will say you’re not good enough, or strong enough, or talented enough; they will say you’re the wrong weight or the wrong type to play this or achieve this. They will tell you no, a thousand times no, until all the nos become meaningless. All your life, they will tell you no quite firmly and very quickly. And you will tell them yes."

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Sigh am totally drained after tuition and medical checkup. I was supposed to go talk to my therapist but I pulled out in the end, too tired to discuss about my feelings. :/ Can't believe (ok actually I can) that my therapist said I'm not well enough to cancel psychotherapy yet. Apparently, to her, I'm still depressed. -_- Oh well.

Want to post about how bloody sad I feel but I think it'll irritate people. I want to talk about it but whenever I tell someone about my depression, they start to shun me as though I'm a maniacal freak and............... ah you get what I mean.

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During PE, last Wednesday~ :)





Srsly need to do something about the thickness of the bangs -_-