4:47am now and I'm still up......
Father's Day is on the 21st. Today is the 18th. 3 more days, and I still haven't got anything for him mwahahaha. :p Nevermind! >.> I am the best present anyway...... :p :p :p
Lousy boyfriend who is going to abandon me for approximately 4 days for camp. So saddening. Plus, he said he don't mind because, in his exact words, "st johns more impt than you =p"
.... evil.
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"I'm sorry that somehow, that somewhere along the way, I lost my voice. And now when I really need to speak up, when I really need to tell you something, I can't. And I bite my tongue, and I dig my nails into my hands and I squeeze my eyes shut when the tears begin to well in them. And what is there to do except repeat the profound feelings of hate? But I don't hate you. I love you and that is the problem. And you can accuse me of being cold, or cruel, or not caring, but I care so much that every stupid thing you do makes my heart sick."
"Just say what you mean and mean what you say. Don't expect someone to read your mind. And don't play games with our heads or our hearts. Don't tell us half-truths and expect trust when the full truth comes out. Half-truths are no better than lies. Don't be cold to someone you care about. Indifference hurts more than angry words."
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Oh, btw, I've lied to myself enough to know when someone else is doing it. So srsly? Stop lying.
Thursday, June 18, 2009
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