Silent tears

Didn't had a good sleep last night........
Laid in bed and my eyes just would not shut. I think it was too swollen, I guess. I don't even think it was humanly possible, I cried and cried and cried from 12am to about 4am before I got out of bed and made myself some hot milo to cool myself down.

Finally slept around 7am but had to wake up at 9am for tuition anyway.

It was the quietest session ever.
And that's because I didn't had the mood to talk, it was as if my lips were sealed shut.

I am just so tired of this thing called 'life'. Maybe it's because of all the pain I carry on my heart. "Don't be silly, you're only 14, what can you go through that could be so traumatizing?" Well, I would blog about it, but I wouldn't like to have the whole world know what the fuck is wrong with me....

Sigh.