an overflow of words

Why are some people still so fucking immature? Why do you insist on bringing down a person? Does it make you feel good to see a person degenerate to tears? Does it make you feel powerful to make a girl feel inferior compared to everyone else? Seriously, stop being so immature; it's time to grow up and stop being bullies. What if it was you? Would you like it if a bunch of people insult you every goddamn day? What makes you think you're perfect yourself? What gives you the right to degrade a person? Hm?

When I was in P4, the reason why I sunk into depression was because my class and schoolmates laughed at me everyday; made fun of me and called me names. They isolated me from everyone else and made sure I ate recess alone. I remembered once I sat next to a girl in the canteen and she immediately screamed at me, "WHY ARE YOU SEATING NEXT TO ME?! I HATE YOU!" And everybody swiveled their heads to look at me. I was so fucking humiliated and I cried for days. I believed myself to be inferior. Ugly. Unwanted.

So I committed suicide (but I survived). I don't understand - do YOU want to be a reason why a girl died? Because you incessantly insulted her everyday? You're like, indirectly, a murderer. (NOTE: No, I'm not seeking for anyone's pity.) Think about it. Your words have more impact than you think. You are the reason why a girl feels worthless, useless, unneeded and insignificant. THAT MAKES YOU FEEL GOOD? Are you fucking SICK in the mind?

It doesn't matter if the girl ANNOYS you. So what if she annoys you? So you make it your mission to make her feel WORTHLESS? And if she has done something to offend you, then you also make it your mission to get revenge on her by making her hated by everyone? YOUR ACTIONS HAVE DIRE CONSEQUENCES. Don't be fucking retarded and think that you can go around saying whatever you want without anything happening to you. Or anything happening to that girl.

And you expect the girl to be fucking strong when you've always been shooting her down? BE REALISTIC, OKAY? It's hard to be able to defend yourself when you're not able to love yourself because you're being insulted 24/7. Do you have any fucking empathy? Or are you just that inhumane?