For too long,

I've been punishing myself.

I am a victim of myself, you see. I like pain. I'm wired that way. Because without it, I don't feel real. I don't feel alive! I don't feel the pleasure of life. You know that saying: Why do I keep hitting myself with a hammer? Because it feels so good when I stop. Yeah, that's how it is.

I think I am quite sadistic.

Well, here's to always being tired, never sleeping, taking way too many pictures, keeping the best of a positive attitude, giving and growing, always being the person I've wanted to be, endless smiles, creative imaginations, eternal friendships, and love.

Here's to always being happy.