Wednesday, November 11, 2009

It really annoys me

how people constantly criticize me. You know what? Fuck you. Fuck you and your standards. I wasn’t born to live up to your standards. I was brought here to live my life for myself, to live my life to the best of my ability. I was born to fight for myself and stand tall. I was taught to give as much as I get, and to love as much as I’m loved. Do you have a problem with that?

And it sickens me when these people are my friends. You claim that you care about me. When you truly care for someone, you don't look for faults. You don't look for answers. You don't look for mistakes. Instead, you fight the mistakes. You accept the faults and you overlook excuses. The measure of love is when you love without measure. So don't give me bullshit like that; you're just ashamed of me. If you are really that ashamed to be my friend, why don't you just cut off ties with me, instead of constantly criticizing me, hm? Won't it be much easier?

Oh, and seriously, why the fuck would I fabricate my childhood? I have better things to do, instead of coming up with lies about my childhood to lull people into sympathizing with me. -_- Don't be stupid.

I'm very annoyed pffft nevermind. I'm fucking pissed, seriously.

2 comments:

guest said...

mayb u're that childish, making up stories and telling ur frens to make them sympathise for u. cuz as u said, u were unpopular in the past so when u enter a new enironment (evss) u did that, to hav more frens. we wouldn't know.?

Weiling said...

> guest

Um, I was unpopular so when I entered EV, I wanted to be liked, so I just made up lies about having lots of boyfriends. HAHA. My thinking was that only popular people have lots of boyfriends haha yes that's childish. But I've grew up already, and I've told those people that I was actually lying.

Anyway, I don't bother to make up lies anymore. I've already found my own group of friends who love me and accept me, so I don't see the point of coming up with lies or stories.