Things that shouldn't bother me but bothers me anyway

It bothers me when I'm talking to someone on MSN and throughout the whole conversation, they don't use or rarely use emoticons. Or don't use exclamation marks (in a positive way). It's so scary! So emotionless!

For example, "Let's go out! :)" sounds much friendlier than, "Let's go out!" And "Let's go out!" sounds much friendlier than, "Let's go out." Right?! I'm always skeptical to accept when someone tells me, "Let's go out." They sound so serious! Like when they meet me, they're going to interrogate me or something scary. :(:(:(

And I dare not continue the conversation when they reply with, "._." or "-.-" or "Fine" or "Whatever" because it's so scary as well. "._." is like, what the fuck are you talking about, you bloody retard? "-.-" is like, you're being so fucking annoying, just stop talking to me, sheesh. "Fine" is like, fine, I get it, now fuck off. "Whatever" is like, fuck you. That's how it feels like to me. :x

I know I usually use -_- but it's always directed at actions, not the person itself. So it's not offensive. HAHA. If you get what I mean.

I sound so paranoid, but that's just how I feel........ ok I admit that I'm a little weird. :B I'm scared of talking to people on MSN. It's so... scary. I mean, if you're happy, why don't you show it by using :) or :D or ^^? Seriously, once I talked to a girl, who told me, "I'm happy." I was so freaking scared omg like is she being sarcastic or what?! Is she REALLY happy or is she mocking me?!

So I just replied, ":) Ok that's good! Hey, I'm sorry, but I gtg. Ttyl :D"
And then I appeared offline. :x

I'm sure I'm not the only one who feels this way right........ :B