Sunday, January 24, 2010

Dear friend of mine,

Lately, you've been mean and caustic. You've been intolerant and unreasonable and abusive and ignorant and uncaring and insensitive. In short, you've been a horrible friend. I'm so tired of our friendship, because I feel that you do not care anymore. After my ex-boyfriend dumped me back in December, I talked to you, in search of solace. All you did was deepen my hurt by giving me a "..." as a reply to my, "I am sad."

Lately, I've been the one initiating conversations. Scratch that - I've been initiating all our conversations, ever since I knew you in secondary 1. But at least, back then, you had the decency to talk to me first. Now? Not at all. In December, I wanted to test you, so I didn't talk to you for 2 weeks. I appeared offline on MSN for 2 weeks. During these 2 weeks, you didn't bother to talk to me as well. So I'm wondering, if you can just forget me so easily [considering how you never wondered where I was], why should I bother about you? Why should I try to stay in contact with you, when you don't? What's worse is that I've brought this up to you, and you said, "Okay, I will initiate conversations with you from now on! :D" That was a lovely lie, considering how you've yet to start a conversation with me.

Lately, all you do is make me sad, so this is me, telling you that I am giving up on our friendship.

With love,
Wei Ling.

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