an overflow of words

I think I am really stupid. I fall in love with boys who do not love me back, and the boys that love me, I find myself unable to love back. Thus, I am my own downfall.

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It’s not that easy to win over a girl’s heart. You can’t just look into her eyes and say ‘I love you’ and think she’ll instantly fall in love with you. You have to get to know her and show that you love her just the way she is. You have to be able to handle her when she’s mad, comfort her when she’s sad, and leave her be when she’s feeling independent. You don’t have to buy her the most expensive gifts all the time; as long as you mean everything you say and keep all the promises you make, you’ll be okay. So don’t rush things; take your time. And when you finally do tell her that you love her, make sure you truly mean it. Because chances are, she needs another broken heart like how you need a hole in the head.

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Am quite angry now because Mrs Mani was so bloody rude. C'mon, we just helped out for CCA fair by ushering the parents/secondary 1s in, unpacking the drinks from the cartons and gave it out to parents, carried the food and drinks to all of the CCA groups, took the class's attendance... and just because we were laughing a little too loud, she screamt at us to get out of the hall. "You guys should be ashamed of yourself!" Ashamed of what, helping out? Sheesh. Ok yes it is our fault for making noise but she didn't had to yell at us to leave.

And what's worse is that she had the nerve to yell at us, "What are you doing here? Aren't you supposed to be doing your duty? Go and do your duty! If not, get out!" What the hell, we're already done with the duties, and the CCA groups are now performing for the parents and secondary ones. And wow, how appreciative of our efforts to make this CCA fair a smooth-sailing one.

Just because you are angry does not mean you take it out on us students. Just because you are a teacher does not mean you can abuse your authority and tell us to get out when we just helped the entire school by setting things up for you guys.

Ugh. I am so disgusted.