Friday, June 19, 2009

Love,


(got it from a tumblr, forgot the URL, sorry kiddos)

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Grow up. Just grow the fuck up, please.

THE WORLD DOESN'T REVOLVE AROUND YOU.

And I'm not your fucking slave. Stop being so immature and stop thinking that everyone have to bow down to you and kiss your fucking ass. Seriously, you have an attitude problem. Just because I don't do the one thing that you want to be done, you just reply, "Fine -.-" to every single goddamn thing I say.

So I give up. I give up on you and your immaturity.

Thursday, June 18, 2009

Junhao is so superficial!!!!!!

U R A HYPOCRITE says (7:29 PM):
*Junhao....
*Actually right....
*Everytime I meet you....
*I pile on 3cm thick of foundation and concealer...
*Actually my face like (censored) like that....
*10x worse, actually.....
JunHao- says (7:30 PM):
*LETS BREAK UP
*LOL
*No wonder that time i kiss you
*my lip turn
*brown
*=X

:(



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Went to fetch my cousins from their house to my grandma's house:







Nice sky. OK fine I photoshop one HAHA.

And omg Singapore so kiasu. It's still June and they put up National Day posters alr!!!! -__-

Teehee

JunHao- says (4:13 PM):
*=P
*Darling~~
*Our ear hear as one
*our mind think as one
*our blood flow as one
*our heart beat as one
*our tears flow as one
*our arms move as one
*our leg walk as one
*because, we are 1 =3

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Currently craving for:


I should stop being such a whiny bitch

Exonerated by DNA, but lost on the outside

After reading that whole article....

Maybe it's time I stop comparing my life to others. Maybe it's time I stop saying, "My life is worse than yours, so don't talk." Actually, I SHOULD stop complaining about my life and saying that everyone else has much better lives than me. Because... because what if everyone is just pretending that their lives are easier, by not talking about the bad parts of it? By downplaying the sad side of their life and amplifying the happy side? Just because they don't say it outright that they find that their lives suck, doesn't mean that they are okay.

I mean, seriously? :/ I guess there is someone else whose life is worse than mine, yet they forge through it bravely while I whimper like a baby and expect someone to pick up my mess. It's time I realize that I have to learn how to be independent and stand on my own. That not everything is always so bad, and that I should appreciate the good things in my life and push out the bad stuffs.

(PS: I've always wondered what kind of motivational talk can we give to those people who are really suffering? Like, those children in Africa that are dying from malnutrition. People that don't have a home because they are bankrupt without any family support because their family have abandoned them. People who were raped brutally by their blood relatives. Even the cliché statement, "There are people whose lives are worse than yours," can't really help, right? What else can you say man? :/)

300th post!

4:47am now and I'm still up......


Father's Day is on the 21st. Today is the 18th. 3 more days, and I still haven't got anything for him mwahahaha. :p Nevermind! >.> I am the best present anyway...... :p :p :p


Lousy boyfriend who is going to abandon me for approximately 4 days for camp. So saddening. Plus, he said he don't mind because, in his exact words, "st johns more impt than you =p"

.... evil.

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"I'm sorry that somehow, that somewhere along the way, I lost my voice. And now when I really need to speak up, when I really need to tell you something, I can't. And I bite my tongue, and I dig my nails into my hands and I squeeze my eyes shut when the tears begin to well in them. And what is there to do except repeat the profound feelings of hate? But I don't hate you. I love you and that is the problem. And you can accuse me of being cold, or cruel, or not caring, but I care so much that every stupid thing you do makes my heart sick."

"Just say what you mean and mean what you say. Don't expect someone to read your mind. And don't play games with our heads or our hearts. Don't tell us half-truths and expect trust when the full truth comes out. Half-truths are no better than lies. Don't be cold to someone you care about. Indifference hurts more than angry words."

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Oh, btw, I've lied to myself enough to know when someone else is doing it. So srsly? Stop lying.