Back

Ok not 5 days as expected (but I still won't be online for 5 days). I was released early (ok you can guess where I was gone now)! :D

I am sorry to the people I've disappointed, esp my family. :/ I am sorry I don't know what I was thinking, it's just that I was overwhelmed at the moment of time and it just sort of happened and I couldn't be more sorry for that, + it was Father's Day the next day + it was also your 6th anniversary married tgth. I am sorry for spoiling everything & I am sorry for being such a disappointment for a daughter.

Anyway, I am back & I rly miss NORMAL food... am craving for black pepper crabs so badly! & butter prawns & satays & pratas. But now they issued me this stupid diet thing which my parents are taking so srsly, it is so sad cus it is all veg and healthy. I am also not allowed to drink cold drinks [unless they're herbal or good for me]. This sucks!!! I am also not allowed to go out but I'd rather die than stay here & rot & be so close to my family whom I've disappointed so badly so I put up a fight which actually worsened things but I guess it was for everyone's good [do I even make sense?] and in the end, compromised that I can only go to my friends' house.

This is all so troublesome & sad, sigh.

(PS: Gone for only 2 days and it seems like everyone has moved to Tumblr. ._.)
(PSS: See? Everything's falling apart again. Everything's bursting at its seams.)
(PSSS: You can't break a broken heart.)