I can't even bloody express my emotions here without being insulted? What kind of bullshit is this? This is my blog, so why the hell can't I say what I want to say?
LOOK. The break up IS my fault, but that doesn't mean I CANNOT be sad about it. What is up with people telling me on MSN that I should stop "pretending to be sad"? What the fuck is wrong with your mentality? The hell I am "pretending" to be sad - I am sad and I did cry and I did lose weight. What the hell are you asking me to apologize for? Apologize for being REAL and HONEST? Are you fucking kidding me?
Like, why the fuck should I apologize for being fucking honest?????
Like I've said before, if you don't know what REALLY happened, don't sprout your assumptions as though you fucking know everything. And stop bothering me, really. I know very clearly what I've done wrong. And I don't think I am bothering him by saying that I am sad. If you're so goddamn paranoid, then I'm not that sad anymore, and I know it is futile to try, so I'm moving on. I'll gain back the weight because I'll start eating again. There, now will you please stop bothering me with your remarks that I am disturbing him or trying to gain pity or attention or whatever bullshit you're coming up with?
Bloody hell, I didn't know such heartless people exist in this world.
Thursday, December 10, 2009
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2 comments:
AHH, angst is unhealthy! Think happy thoughts like pirouetting elephants and fairy lights draped across trees 8)
It's okay, I think, if you're defending yourself but not so much if you're upset over that.
If it were some frivolous comment don't please don't be bothered about it
> Anonymous
HAHAHA I love the pirouetting elephants and fairy lights draped across trees!
Thanks for the comment hehe, it cheered me up :B
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