an overflow of words

I dislike it when inconsiderate fuckers tell people who are already feeling fucking depressed that they are "the disgrace of humanity and should just die right now anyway". Or "you're so fucking immature and stupid."

There's always a reason why people want to die, and instead of condemning them, you should tell them that you love them and you want them to stay. Yes, it is stupid, because I'm still a teenager, but so what? You don't know what I've been through, do you? So instead of being so fucking cruel, try to have a heart and try to empathize with people before making harsh judgments about them, dweebs.

Ever heard of the quote, you think you just want to die, but in reality, you just want to be saved?

Same goes for me.

Anyway, I'm still pretty depressed about the two tickets and going alone thing. I've just decided that I'll just go by myself, and pay my mom the other $50. She sponsored my ticket. And now I have to pay $50 for a ticket that nobody's going to use. :/ Sigh, have to start my online business again, my money is dwindling.

Hehe cannot wait for this Saturday. Going to celebrate my birthday with my family (yeah, a freaking early one) and I've hinted for a DSLR so please please please let me get what I want.......... ok I don't think I'll get one, come to think of it. -_- Quite annoying, I've already saved up enough money for a DSLR but I can't spend it, because I have to use it for my education. Righteous. :(

It's so annoying when you read other people's blogs, and they leave a hidden message in their post. Like their blog's background is white, and their post are in black, and in between the paragraphs, they leave a message in between in white, so people will have to highlight it to read it? Usually it's something sad, like, "I bet nobody will read this because nobody cares." Or something. And you just want to tell them, "I've read it." But you can't. Because they're not your friend, they don't know you. Or worst, they were once your friend. But they told you to fuck off, so you can't just go up to them anymore right? They'll probably give you a harsh glare and tell you to, "Stop bothering me," or "Who told you to read it?" or something cruel like that. It's quite annoying. And saddening as well.

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Shall blog about about my Taipei trip soon, still not completed. -_- It's currently 12.31pm, am heading to the library soon. I've read finish everything in my bookshelves, and I'm dying from deprivation of new books. T____T Speaking of which, I love, love, LOVE Nicholas Sparks! His stories are so inspiring, but they're so heartbreaking as well. Makes you want to keep on going. :) His wife's a lucky woman.

Shall go shower now.

Oh yeah Joanne, if you're reading this, I'm in possession of your Coral Primary School's netball shirt. HAHAHA. Sheena passed it to me a few years ago, and I've forgotten ever since. If you still want it, please text me. HAHA. :B

(PS: My blog truly lives up to its title of an overflow of words.)